Last night I slept for an extra 4.5 hours beyond what I had set out to do. I laid in bed stretching my face for about 15 minutes after the alarm went off at 6:30am, but somehow I fell back asleep until 10:30am. So, now I will resume the 30 minuts every 4 hours sleep schedule, beginning with 30 minutes at 2:00pm.
I feel alert, energetic, and relaxed today. I am excited about this new sleeping arrangement, and I have seen an immediate boost in productivity. I got the Dynamic Evolution forum up and running from my main site, and I am about to reapply for google adwords, setup a news feed section, get a free download area, set up my zazzle store, and much more, coming very soon.
Thinking about money a lot in the past few weeks, and pulling in little bits of it here and there. I have tried 2 marketing experiments toward getting more massage clients, but not a single caller has scheduled with me yet. I realize that I have the most fun, and enjoy my life the most when I am experimenting, writing, camping, exploring, and adventuring.
Thus, today I declare that I will make enough money with my blog and website to thrive, pay off all my debts, and write and experiment and create a valuable and cutting edge resource for people who want to live a more liberated, self-designed, self-directed, creative, and fearless life. This is my passion and purpose for doing the blog, creating Escape Plans Unlimited, doing live web broadcasts, creating the website, and experimenting. I enjoy the hell outta my experimental life so much that it only makes sense to make my living by doing what I love, this blog, the website, creating products and videos, and writing up a storm.
Coming soon I will be posting some archives off the main page, creative-deconstruction.com, with a couple hundred olde blog postings from older attempts at this effort. They will sometimes have a preface or additional commentary.
I did another 
experiment last night, in addition to getting underway with my polyphasic sleep experiment, was to Review and Edit the Deck of Captured Moments. Again, see the first article in the Captured Moments series to get the back story.
Again, I made the mistake of assuming this exercise was pure tedium, and would reveal nothing to my transcendent sensibilities. A single notecard blew my mind. The instructions for the exercise told me to examine each of the memories on the cards. If the card in question described a series of actions or moments, I had to rewrite the moment on a new card and describe the single slice in time that made me recall the moment to begin with.
I found that I had to rewrite about 30 cards, and if I look again, I may have to rewrite quite a few more. Each of the cards described a period of time, sometimes a single moment, and other times a whole era of my life. When I did this review and sought out a single moment to signify each memory, I found the slice in time filled with energy.
For example, one of the cards described a time when I crashed my bike and had to get stiches in my chin. The card desribed a school nurse’s office, as well as the crash, and getting the stiches later on. When forced to reduce this memory to a single slice in time, I selected the moment that my chin actually hit the ground in the midst of crashing my bike.
That moment has a huge amount of power behind it that flows out through the rest of the chain of memories. The real moment was hitting my face on the ground. The school nurse’s office and at the hospital getting stiches were both extensions of the initial “BANG” of my chin on the gravel.
Remember, I have gone over these cards about 5 or 6 times now, each time adding a detail or tweaking the card a bit. One of the cards I had written described two separate memories that took place at different times in completely different states, one in North Carolina, and one in Minnesota. The description on the card bounced back and forth between the two memories, and after 5 times looking at the card, I still had not picked up on the fact that I had confused two separate occurrences.
This made me wonder how many of my other memories have the strange quality of mixing and dancing with each other and confusing me about the real Truth of my past. How can I verify the accuracy of my memories and my ability to recall them? Can I verify their accuracy at all? Or do memories resemble so many phantoms haunting so many desperate brains?
Tell me some of your memories, leave a comment about your own memory experiments, or just drop by the forum thread on memories to say hello, and to be remembered as an early member of Dynamic Evolution. See you there!
Coming soon: What if you are a clone?
Love, wildness, chaos, joy….
-GTD
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Thanks for stopping by, PD.
I enjoy your statement, “using the perceived past as a malleable lump of matter waiting to assist the next matter-”
Yes. Power flows from out of the deliberate physical recapitulation of my memories by way of my body, through techniques, concepts, and methods, as we have discussed, that redeliver a person back to the “biogram,” to use a term coined by Peter Carroll, check out http://www.philhine.org.uk/writings/tt_muladhara.html to read more,
“Ganesha can be understood as the ‘Guardian of the Threshold’ of the Chakra. As such, he can be invoked as the Guru of the Biogram.
Pete Carroll, in an early edition of Liber Null, described the Biogram as:
“….the instruction manual for the human body. Few people
trouble to consult it. It says simply that my body and everyone else’s
body needs freedom from danger, food, shelter, warmth, sex and
transcendance. Transcendance, the urge to union with something greater
is variously satisfied by seeking love in a partner or in humanitarian
action or by seeking truth and knowledge in mysticism, magic, science
or the arts.
Our whole culture is shot through with logograms which, by exageration
and perversion, nullify the biogram.
In order to liberate himself the magician must first feel his way back
to the biogram for it is that which is more wise and trustworthy than
all the sages. There is more wisdom in one’s body than the average
library.”
Anyhow, I enjoy the dialogue thus far.
-GTD
“the real Truth of my past”
The only way to remember the real truth of the past is by feeling it. It’s the most accurate method of knowing. Remembering by using internal dialog is woefully inaccurate. However, if you are more concerned with progression than the clarity of your remembrances, I suggest shit-canning the remembered truth, and bill your memories to support your mission through feeling your past – rather than remembering it.
This eliminates concepts of “past” by using the perceived past as a malleable lump of matter waiting to assist the next matter – which is the moment and the setting-up of future emotions (feelings), in any way that furthers our cause.
It’s yet another potential element of power applied to the job at hand. It is something that helps us to determine and access the next-available-step. Ideally, the real truth is what is used to support our campaign, to generate and sustain confidence in the purpose of our goal, to validate the importance and urgency we assign to our actions (work/love).